Aren't I The Optimist?
from 
JoeUser Forums
JoeUser Forums
Today was kind of crappy, to be honest. Mondays are never the best, so I suppose I should expect it, which isn't the attitude I love to take on. It started out this morning. I slept in until nine, and these past few months it seems like no matter how much sleep I get, it isn't enough. But anyway, I went out to feed the horses right away, and tried to clean the paddock. I kept thinking about my boyfriend and how irritating he is sometimes, and how it's so stupid that one of my best friends can't get over him. So as I was doing this, it started raining, and making it worse and more mucky. So I spent an hour and a half getting nothing done! I basically just moved shit around all morning... lovely. Then I came in, ate lots of food, and took a hot shower. By then it was noon, and I sat on the computer for a while, on JU, if I remember correctly.
I got more depressed, because the day was moving on and I had gotten nothing done! So finally I start on my stupid geometry, when my brother brings a package downstairs. This was probably the highlight of my day(you can tell how sheltered I am) when my sheet music arrived. I had been an in irritated mood all day, on and off. So I go upstairs and get out my new sheet music, Jewel (You Were Meant for Me) and my agitated mood came back again, when I realized that it was a guitar tab and vocal notes! Oh, I piss myself off. I should have been more careful when I ordered it. Oh well, I suppose the song will be okay on the guitar too.
I'm not going to finish writing about my day, I don't even know why I started, maybe I thought it'd help me if I got it out. But, it didn't. Oh well. Tuesdays usually aren't much better, but maybe I should start looking on the bright side of things.
I got more depressed, because the day was moving on and I had gotten nothing done! So finally I start on my stupid geometry, when my brother brings a package downstairs. This was probably the highlight of my day(you can tell how sheltered I am) when my sheet music arrived. I had been an in irritated mood all day, on and off. So I go upstairs and get out my new sheet music, Jewel (You Were Meant for Me) and my agitated mood came back again, when I realized that it was a guitar tab and vocal notes! Oh, I piss myself off. I should have been more careful when I ordered it. Oh well, I suppose the song will be okay on the guitar too.
I'm not going to finish writing about my day, I don't even know why I started, maybe I thought it'd help me if I got it out. But, it didn't. Oh well. Tuesdays usually aren't much better, but maybe I should start looking on the bright side of things.
