My last day at work

*sniff*

Today is my last day at work. And this is probably my last article. I know I want to blog on, but i wont have an internet connection where i'm going. Which means i have no idea of when i will be back on JU.

Man, it's getting harder and harder as the hours go by.

I've spent two years of my life here, and they were filled with first timers, lots of joy but also lots of pain.

It wasnt my dream job being an isurance sales agent. But i've learnt alot, and i'm not spitting on it. I've made some awesome friends out of my workmates and I'll miss them all.

I'm feeling so blue, i really apprehend leaving on Sunday. The ride to the airport, the walk to the plane while waving a last goodbye to Darren, the taking off and a last gaze to my island home...

There it goes this ball of pain rising in my throat. Again. These tears stinging my eyes. Again.

It's a choice i've made and there's no turning back. The clock is ticking and i feel like an inmate waiting for his sentence. Death.

I wish it wouldnt be so difficult...
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If you don't like where you are, then walk through a door. And that's what you're doing here, Em. Hey, you'll be okay! I've noticed a certain toughness about you, an inner strength that will see you through.

I'm with ya my precious Island girl! Keep that in your heart and move on. Everythings gonna be okay...
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Thanks Joe, i knew it would be hard. But now i'm living it in technicolor NOW and it's quite overwhelming.

I'll try and take it like a man once more.
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Best wishes on this exciting part of your life Island gurl! I know you'll be back eventually, so see you soon!
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Thank you for your good wishes Alison And yeah, i hope i'll be back on JU soon enough!
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We are going to miss you!  I hope you get back on line quick.  I need tips for when I move to Vanuatu!

Take care of yourself.  You always have a home here.

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awww, IG we will miss you...but I am hoping you are able to get back online soon--if not regularly, at least to drop us a line to see how you are doing. Have a safe flight and keep in touch!