You have no idea.

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You have no fucking idea what it is like, I yelled at her as i Kicked her.

Wanting her to bleed as I kicked her harder and harder so that she would swallow her own blood.

You have no fucking idea what it is like to be gay, let alone what it is like to be HIV positive.

And I kicked her again and again.. and then escaped through the window and looked up the hill that I had to run up to get away.

Then I woke up, got up out of bed and made myself a cuppa and tried to get those images out of my head.

The nightmares have started again. Don't you just love Efavrenz dreams?



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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
going to dream again...
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Speaking of dreams, how have you been?

Last time we talked you were defending the whales, that is after you had discovered the joy of beach walks.

Sho, how time flies. Yes, it is me the Holy Roller in your pocket for a few seconds.
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Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
Speaking of dreams, how have you been?


Ive been really well man.. really well all is going great.

Who was the "she" that you were kicking?


I wouldnt have a clue who she was.. dunno..
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
I lost a dear friend to aids in 1984 no one understood our friendship, his gay friends kept asking why, my straight friends wanted to know why also.

both kenneth and I would say "fuck ya"

Hope your winning the fight phoenix.

slay the dragon.
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top
That is a disturbing dream PB.
Reply #7 from JoeUser Forums Top
That is a disturbing dream PB.


yeah it was CS... Ive been having loads of nightmares recently.. something is being stirred up.