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What a long strange trip it's been

Howdy folks,

I quit my job last week.

Four years of non stop roaming the US of A has finally come to a screeching halt.

And i'm tired.

A couple of weeks ago, I had the sudden realization that it just wasn't fun any more. I was tired of waking up every morning and trying to figure out who's ceiling i was staring at. Tired of eating the same old crap in cheezy mid priced theme restaruants. Tired of dealing with the jack booted thugs at the TSA. Tired of the smell of hotels (like a hospital but more sickly sweet). Tired of the BS that my boss was trying to ram down my throat every day. Tired tired TIRED of the whole fucking thing.

So i walked in and quit. Kinda suprised myself in the process.

I made the mistake that a lot of young professional types often make...I made my job my life. I don't think it was intentional by any means. I think it just kind of gradually shifted in that direction. By the time i realized it my life had changed radically. I almost didn't recognize myself anymore. Who was this asshole who was wearing the tattered remains that was my life? He looked like me, acted like me, and even dressed like me. But he didn't think like me. He was only concerned with his status within the "Game". Climbing the ladder and loading his pockets with as much loot as he could along the way. I don't like this guy. He makes me look bad.

Any of you who have been in a similar situation know what i'm talking about. I didn't feel like i owned my own life anymore. Like i auctioned off my soul in some bizarre form of financial servitude. At the end i felt as if i was nothing more than a worn out cog in a machine. Worn out, broken, and out of place.

And by quitting, i feel as if not only did i buy my life back, but my soul as well. I feel liberated, cleansed, and free. If you've been there before ....You know what i mean.

On the financial end...Let's just say that i've quit jobs with less in my pockets before. I'm good for quite a while. The bills are paid and there's no shortage of work for a guy like me. But i'm gonna sit on the bench for a while and get my mind right. All in all four years living out of a suitcase has been a very positive experience. I've seen a lot, met a lot of excellent people, and had one hell of a good time in the process. But my place is here now...Back in the SLC. The city i constantly complain about, but love with all my heart. With those who love me and have missed me all these years.

I'm finally home... And damn glad to be here.

I am going on one last trip. I am going to fulfill a life long goal. I have always wanted to drive the Pacific Coast Highway end to end. By myself. So starting on the 21st....It's ON! The first real vacation in four years.

I'm stoked!


Thanks for reading,
thatoneguyinslc (actually IN SLC)
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Reply #1 Top
ummmmm I live not far from the p.c.h. just a thought.
Reply #2 Top
I hope it all works out for you...enjoy the trip and then you better start looking for work again...but don't become a slave to it this time around. Good luck!
Reply #3 Top
Way To Go!!! Too many people kill themselves and ruin what lives they have stuck in jobs they hate. There is no sense of security worth the years you take off your life in a job you hate.

Most people don't take the step you did because they can't stand up for themselves.

Life: Drive it like you stole it!!!!

Here's hoping your new direction takes you to better places and more happiness!!
Reply #4 Top
Mod,

I would love to hang out. I'll keep you posted as to my whereabouts when i'm out there.

Mano,

The PCH trip is something that i have dreamed about since i was a teenager. Now it's time to do it. As far as work goes, i already have two offers on the table....It's looking pretty good. I had no idea i was marketable!

Ted,

I wholeheartedly agree. The thing is that i loved the work, i just hated all the other crap that went with the job. I'm a networker til i die. Outside of being a rockstar (which i'm sure you understand) it's the only thing i have really wanted to do.

Thanks for your kind words folks.
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#4 by thatoneguyinslc
Tuesday, June 14, 2005


Mod,

I would love to hang out. I'll keep you posted as to my whereabouts when i'm out there.


would be my pleasure to eat you.. er meet you damn it!!!!
Reply #7 Top
Glad to hear you are reclaiming your life back! Money and the dangling offer of moving up the ladder are always nice enticements, but in the end, you start to resent the job when you find it is interfering with you living your life. It may be too soon to bring this up, but I will. I hope with you not having a job where you are always out of town, that you can really look for that relationship that is out there waiting for you again. ( I remember in a post you had many months ago that the travelling you did for your job affected having long-term relationships) I also remember you just recently broke up with your girlfriend due to her move, so maybe it is too soon to have brought this up...oh well.

Have fun on your trip! I have done that drive from tip to tip on PCH and you will be so glad you did it before you have to go back to a "daily grind!

Melissa
Reply #8 Top
Been there, done that!  Welcome to the light side of the force!
Reply #9 Top
Thanks Guy, Been in the field before eh? I'm glad the nightmare is over.

You're absolutely right Melissa, as usual
Reply #10 Top
I saw this sometime ago and didn't get to respond! I'm so glad for you. Money isn't the beall and endall of our lives, even though having it is important! However, sometimes we have to take stock, refocus and realise what's more important. This is great and I envy you that road trip! Enjoy yourself, if you haven't done it already!