Reality Check

When i first started here i used to browse the library's and just gaze at the great things i was seeing...no suprise that i wanted to join in the fun and give it ago, and only here was it that i made my first Wall not having any idea on what i was doing.

Time passed and i got things accepted and it just gave me a great feeling when it did and spurned me on to my next piece, which was to be a lethal circle for me.

I sent more and more work over time and i started to get drawn into it all and forgot everything around me existed, i pushed to do better and better as my life got pushed further and further away.

Now your reading this thinking what on earth im moaning about, well i know i'll only be speaking for myself but it needs to be said, for the behalf of a very special person to me.

I'd spend hours just sitting here flicking from page to page trying to take it all in, hoping to get the knowledge together to help when its asked, but instead i just made myself worse page by page.

Trying my best to get somewhere here was my aim and i have fulfilled some of that aim to this day, but it hasn't been easy, i made it into my life to be the best i could and contribute as much as i could.

It got to the point of saying i wasn't here when i was just to avoid being told i was obsessed, but that you must realise doesn't work.

All i want to say is dont let life pass you by.
You don't know what you have lost till its gone.

I'm out, be well.