My sig?  Self therapy, i suppose.  Or maybe i'm trying to tell myself to tell someone something?  idk.  All i know, is that i'm fighting a losing battle on the romance front.  SHe hasn't talked to me in 3 days...though to her credit, she has been too busy in the past, so i'll give it a few more days before i worry.

I sort of shed some light on my sig with another post.  I said i was battling with myself over my ultimate destiny.  A life lived in light, or darkness.  Exile-Depressionist is my way of telling myself what i already know.  I am receding into darkness, just as i was before i met her.  And there's nothing i can do to stop it at this time, except devote myself entirely to my faith.

May the Dahkri guide me.

-Don't bother looking that up, it's my own personal religion of sorts, 5 deities representing the attributes of humanity and nature i find appealing, countered by an innumerable number of demons collectively called the Daitsi.  To shed some light on why this girl effects me so easily, i favor the goddess of passion and the lord of storms.

-Exile Undecided

Judging by the story behind it, you put a decent bit of thought into your answer.

(Puts gloves on, cracks knuckles)

As for your romantic situation... perhaps the best thing to do (Given the physical seperation that plagues you both) is to take a break from one another. I'm not saying to completely lock her out, step out on the street and kiss the first girl you see, no, that would never work out, especially for someone as passionate as yourself.  What I'm saying is that if she's not willing to talk to you now, don't pressure her to. Let her come back of her own will, she will in time.

As for your internal struggle, whilst I do share your philosophy that all of us are born with a preset destiny, I think you and I disagree on whether or not we can control it. Quite frankly, from what I've come to gather, what you believe will happen, and what you believe is going to happen, often will, simply because you let it. Similarly, what you believe you can do, you often can achieve with greatness, with a little effort.  I'm not trying to be a missionary and "convert" you to my beliefs. If I was a missionary, I doubt I would get along with anybody on these forums (Except maybe Ryat). All I'm saying, by letting things happen, you get a sense of security out of knowing what will happen next, but if you take activism and put your say into what will happen next, the outcome will be totally different.

But, again, that's just my say in a matter that's not my business. On a side note, notice how This is now Your personal Chatroom? Not to be ancy, but do you like it like this, or can I bring back the Forum game that was?

Xer0 \^/

Ha.  Bring back the game, or don't.  No offense, but this seems trivial to me at the moment.

For the record, i hereby give control of this game to Xer07, and lay its fate in his hands.

As to your advice?  No.  I've stood by long enough.  I cannot let this stand.  I've never felt this passionately about anything in my life, and i will NOT let it slip away on the chance that she will come back to me.  I just don't know what to do.  How to prove myself to her.  I know I'm not worthy of her, but i also know she feels the same about her feelings for me.

I'm also starting to worry about her safety...The way she suddenly disappeared...I know she ended this because she was afraid of hurting me, and she has to know how badly simply leaving like that would hurt.  Something else is happening...I can feel it.

W/E.  I'm wasting time here...And losing what is left of my sanity.

-Exile Dark

Again, your life, your choices. I"m simply stating all of this as a bystander. I'll IM you on Yahoo, l8r.

Getting back to the Game....

Close Tie for my most Fave show now, Between the infamous Lost and Code: Geass. The only thing really stopping Lost is that they killed off John Locke and replaced him with a Demon (literally) and the only thing stopping Code: Geass is that Lelouch never gets farther than... about two kisses with C.C., Kallen, and Shirley. (NOt even counting Milly, Lady Kaguya, and all the other girls at Ashford)

Xer0 \^/

Okay, to be fair, I killed my own game.

LIVE!!!!!

Hehehehehe.  Necromancy FTW!!!

I nominate Stargate:  SG1!!!  Great acting, great storyline, 10 seasons, lots of explosions THAT FIT INTO AFOREMENTIONED GREAT STORYLINE!!!

-Exile Ascendant

OOH!

I have an idea!

We could totally have a poll here, from the generals, where we find out which shows are the favorite on the Forums, to the finals, where we find out what show is the all-out fave on the Forums. (After Code: Geass)

That being said, (NO NOMINATION OF CODE: GEASS! We allready know it'll win, let's just find out who's second. ) I'd have to nominate either Lost or Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood.

Lost: Just plain one of the most successful shows of our era, too much to explain.

FMA: Brotherhood: Follows around 2 brothers in a world of Alchemy. The brothers goal: To create a Philosophers' Stone and repair their bodies, which were severely damaged (or, in Al's case, completely disintegrated, his soul is attached to body armor) after the two tried to use alchemy to bring back their dead mother.

Xer0 \^/

Good idea.

I'ma stick with SG1 for my vote.

-Twilight Storm

Your overconfidence is your weakness. . . .begun, the spam war has. . . .when procrastinators unite!

Save your spam for the Geass Gallery party I HOPE to have in the Forum Game Testing Grounds tonite. (If my Mom lets me on, that is...)

Xer0 \^/

I vote for Lost.

Hmm...It seems it's just the 2 of us, voting for the same thing back and forth...And I'll assume IFear votes for Star Wars, which I admit, needed a nomination.

-Twilight Storm

I recommend advertising. Post the link to here on You're banned. Works for me all the time.

Xer0 \^/