well let me see
poor? yes, two kids will do that to you even with a good job
delusional? - most definitely, the only way to survive this whacked out world IMHO
pissed? - meh, maybe when I was younger but I learned to come to terms with it all
soaked? - I am assuming it is in reference to being drunk so I must deny this one, I enjoy alcohol on occasion and in moderation but refused to be soaked in it, call it bad childhood experiences
living in a fantasy world? - see delusional 