It's Been Quite Some Time Since I last Blogged

As you can probably tell, I have deleted all previous entries. Why, you ask? Cuz I felt like it :) That's simple enough, right? Ok so time to start over then. Hmmm let's see. Nothing's really new with me, other than that I decided to leave There and put off going to college another year. But of course There is far more important, so let's talk about that :P I decided to leave a couple months ago, but unfortunately, it's a tough thing to do. There are atleast two people left in the game that mean a great deal to me, and another two who will be returning(hopefully), after being away for several months. So there is definitely the temptation to stay in the game. My original plan was to completely cancel my account, but the master(s) of coercion managed to talk me out of that *cough* it was Mark *cough*. So then I thought I'd get the basic account, and design without logging in again. Well that didn't work either, mostly because I just don't want to design anymore. So now I have the basic account, but no will to design anymore. So I come up with another plan. I'll just take a break from the game til February, is what I said about a week ago. So why the heck do I still log in every night? I don't even do anything when I'm on. I sorta wish I hadn't gotten the basic. I think I should've just cancelled my account. But oh well. When I do log on, I don't stay long. Most of my online time is now spent on Second Life. I hated the game initially, but it has grown on me a bit. I think once you learn to accept the fact that you will rarely come across another person in world, you'll be fine. Hehe I had no friends in that game, which is the main reason it didn't appeal to me. But now I've begun to wander around and explore on my own, so that's where I get my enjoyment from. It is intriguing to walk around and experience the diverse creativity of other members. There's so many incredible things to see and tinker with. So between SL and Eve-Online, I think that's where you will find me most of the time. Now back to that other, less important issue...I've decided to put off going to school another year. I am sure a lot of people are disappointed with me and my decision, but when will people understand that I am doing what I feel is right for me? I can't afford school right now, although my savings are coming along nicely, and by next fall, I may be able to afford it. It's tough enough trying to keep a roof over my head. Living in DC can be irritating at times, well the cost of living here, anyway. But I'm doing ok. Don't worry though, tha Ebstah will do something productive with her life :) I have reasonable goals and aspirations, and I will accomplish them in due time. Anyway, I'm not feeling too well right now. I'm gonna go get some grub and chill for a bit. I'll be back to continue babbling in an hour or so.
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