Another negative test...
I am still obsessed, I was holding some ones 2 month old baby at the football game tonight, he was beautiful. I held him for about 45 minutes and I could have snuggled him forever...
I hate all these negative pregnancy tests....
Our time will come. I bought some scrapbook stuff about grandma's yesterday. I know it is hard to wait but when you finally have your children you will just know that the timing was right and all the other times just were not. Lost # 2 and I can't imagine not having Monica. Lost #5 and 13 years later I am glad I don't have one more. God knew what I could handle and when I could handle it. Just keep believing.