A letter to my loving Daughter: "JADE ELAINE"
Martina Mc Bride "In My Daughter's Eyes"
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Lately I have been thinking about life and all it holds inside my heart.
I dont know if all moms and dads go through the thought that they maybe immortal or due to the fact some people have gone through hell and back just to be where they are. Most people tell me if they went through the things I have gone through they would have died along time ago but you have to be strong to see past all the bad and look to the future for the good you may come to know.
As A child I had no friends and was teased most of my life but now that I am an adult and a mother at that. My daughter is very beautiful and is well loved by people around her.
But Lately I have noticed that sometimes I wish I could turn around and see the world go by and see kids playing with happy faces and the human race being free and well fed and well taken care of. Instead of all the hatred, violence and terrorism. We should be looking for human race freedom versus who is this and who is that.
Jade looks to me as though i should know everything. And because I am her mom I am learning every day just like her. But I like most people know the world is hard on lil children even though our children dont realize this to them the world is filled with encouraging words and curiousity. I wish that as she grows older I can make all the hatred in the world just vanish and see children smiling all over the world so they can her the encouraging words and curiousity. So the world seems like a total loving and understanding place versus a mass life of destruction and endlessness to our hope.
Sometimes I think back wishing That nothing can hurt me that i will live forever just so she knows that mommy loves her and will walk her through everything. I sometimes think we all fill like this but I wish I had someone like me to do the same but unlike Jade my mother was like the rest of the world in hate and violence. I wish I had a mother to cry on her shoulder when I am scared and frightened. When I need advice she is there to give it with out ridiculing me for being different then her. And when I need a hand to hold for any reason what so ever through illness and heart ache or just some one to care for me when I need a mom. Its really bad when i am jealous of me. Jade has a mom and dad to go to for advice and who will walk with her through life no matter what the problem or the blessing is.
Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine that i am in a big grassy field spinning around and around as a little girl and when I stop I am an adult looking into each happy boy and girl as world and human kind are in peace and happiness with not just each other but in there hearts and minds.
I have faced so much in the past years but Jade will face things that I cant even prepare her for so all I can do is ask her to be patient with me and remind her that mom and dad might not always be there hand in hand but they are in her heart thinking that she can accomplish everything and can and will be proud of her no matter what she does.
When I finally do give up and die in hopes that this will be a long ass time from now. She will know that We love her and are proud of her. We will not stray from her path nor will we lead her into harm but bless her and keep her safe.
From your Ever Grateful mom
I dont know if all moms and dads go through the thought that they maybe immortal or due to the fact some people have gone through hell and back just to be where they are. Most people tell me if they went through the things I have gone through they would have died along time ago but you have to be strong to see past all the bad and look to the future for the good you may come to know.
As A child I had no friends and was teased most of my life but now that I am an adult and a mother at that. My daughter is very beautiful and is well loved by people around her.
But Lately I have noticed that sometimes I wish I could turn around and see the world go by and see kids playing with happy faces and the human race being free and well fed and well taken care of. Instead of all the hatred, violence and terrorism. We should be looking for human race freedom versus who is this and who is that.
Jade looks to me as though i should know everything. And because I am her mom I am learning every day just like her. But I like most people know the world is hard on lil children even though our children dont realize this to them the world is filled with encouraging words and curiousity. I wish that as she grows older I can make all the hatred in the world just vanish and see children smiling all over the world so they can her the encouraging words and curiousity. So the world seems like a total loving and understanding place versus a mass life of destruction and endlessness to our hope.
Sometimes I think back wishing That nothing can hurt me that i will live forever just so she knows that mommy loves her and will walk her through everything. I sometimes think we all fill like this but I wish I had someone like me to do the same but unlike Jade my mother was like the rest of the world in hate and violence. I wish I had a mother to cry on her shoulder when I am scared and frightened. When I need advice she is there to give it with out ridiculing me for being different then her. And when I need a hand to hold for any reason what so ever through illness and heart ache or just some one to care for me when I need a mom. Its really bad when i am jealous of me. Jade has a mom and dad to go to for advice and who will walk with her through life no matter what the problem or the blessing is.
Sometimes I close my eyes and imagine that i am in a big grassy field spinning around and around as a little girl and when I stop I am an adult looking into each happy boy and girl as world and human kind are in peace and happiness with not just each other but in there hearts and minds.
I have faced so much in the past years but Jade will face things that I cant even prepare her for so all I can do is ask her to be patient with me and remind her that mom and dad might not always be there hand in hand but they are in her heart thinking that she can accomplish everything and can and will be proud of her no matter what she does.
When I finally do give up and die in hopes that this will be a long ass time from now. She will know that We love her and are proud of her. We will not stray from her path nor will we lead her into harm but bless her and keep her safe.
From your Ever Grateful mom