Ick, Uck, Yuck!!!
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Well, I just found another interesting article that used to be on Carol's blog, but got deleted when she decided to "erase all the drama".....apparently that article wasn't up long at all, but Matt saw it and had the foresight to save it and create another page, which he linked on HIS blog....his username on there is yeuxgris....should be able to find a post from him on her blog to get to his ....but for those who might not want to go to all that trouble....here's what she had to say....
At the risk of doing something horribly risky, I am updating this journal by request of someone else. And mostly of my own accord, I am doing it, after all. I need to tell people the truth, so here it is. Brian and I have been together since all this shit started. Everyone will probably be dying to know how as well. Not something I'm proud of, trust me. But it's time I finally told everyone what happened, I can't start over without it..now can I?
I've been with him..I've been half naked on his bed, I've slept in the same bed with him, Ive had my head between his legs, and vice versa. I don't think I really need to say anymore, it speaks for itself.*and Matt, it was before I came to see you that weekend, not after...* *sigh* And this is exactly what I told Matt, when he called me at 4:30 this morning, wanting to know. As for what I'm going to do about it...telling everone whe happened, is about the only thing I can do, or rather, the first step. well, other than stating that I intend to do what I said I was going to do in my previous post. I told Matt everything. I want to start over with a clean slate, I want to apologize to everyone for lying about everything I have, and I want to promise to Matt, and to the rest as well, that I will have nothing to do with Brian. If he Is around me, its not because I had anything to do with it.
I want more than anything to get my life in order. I want to Get a job, and start over with Matt. But I dont want to lose my friends. Or rather, what of them I have left.Matt, I am begging you to consider coming back. It's all I want...although I'm in no position to ask for it..or anything else for you. I promised you I would drop everything. I ment it. I want to start over...I'm sorry if none of this makes sense, but I am very tired and half asleep. I know I probably don't deserve to be forgivn at all...but I want to work for it. I dont want you to think you made a mistake in telling Jen that you were coming back here...I want you to come back, and I want to start this relationship the right way.
and there is a reason I have this locked for people who know me, there are anonymous people posting left and right on this journal, and I am tired of it.
I have to get some sort of sleep now. Just know..that everything I said I was going to do...will be done. And proven. I can only hope that you consider me again.
Everyone else, is probably going to call me a slut, hate me, and never speak to me again. Probably for the best, considering I need to start over anyways. Lets do this right this time, shall we?
sincerely,
Kiyo
Okay, so can I PUKE now?? I am just so totally disgusted by this child and her antics. Yippee skippee...the thrills of having an 18 yr old son who's thinking with the wrong head!!
At the risk of doing something horribly risky, I am updating this journal by request of someone else. And mostly of my own accord, I am doing it, after all. I need to tell people the truth, so here it is. Brian and I have been together since all this shit started. Everyone will probably be dying to know how as well. Not something I'm proud of, trust me. But it's time I finally told everyone what happened, I can't start over without it..now can I?
I've been with him..I've been half naked on his bed, I've slept in the same bed with him, Ive had my head between his legs, and vice versa. I don't think I really need to say anymore, it speaks for itself.*and Matt, it was before I came to see you that weekend, not after...* *sigh* And this is exactly what I told Matt, when he called me at 4:30 this morning, wanting to know. As for what I'm going to do about it...telling everone whe happened, is about the only thing I can do, or rather, the first step. well, other than stating that I intend to do what I said I was going to do in my previous post. I told Matt everything. I want to start over with a clean slate, I want to apologize to everyone for lying about everything I have, and I want to promise to Matt, and to the rest as well, that I will have nothing to do with Brian. If he Is around me, its not because I had anything to do with it.
I want more than anything to get my life in order. I want to Get a job, and start over with Matt. But I dont want to lose my friends. Or rather, what of them I have left.Matt, I am begging you to consider coming back. It's all I want...although I'm in no position to ask for it..or anything else for you. I promised you I would drop everything. I ment it. I want to start over...I'm sorry if none of this makes sense, but I am very tired and half asleep. I know I probably don't deserve to be forgivn at all...but I want to work for it. I dont want you to think you made a mistake in telling Jen that you were coming back here...I want you to come back, and I want to start this relationship the right way.
and there is a reason I have this locked for people who know me, there are anonymous people posting left and right on this journal, and I am tired of it.
I have to get some sort of sleep now. Just know..that everything I said I was going to do...will be done. And proven. I can only hope that you consider me again.
Everyone else, is probably going to call me a slut, hate me, and never speak to me again. Probably for the best, considering I need to start over anyways. Lets do this right this time, shall we?
sincerely,
Kiyo
Okay, so can I PUKE now?? I am just so totally disgusted by this child and her antics. Yippee skippee...the thrills of having an 18 yr old son who's thinking with the wrong head!!