In My Place .....
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Today N & M [ my flatmates ] have left for another town , to look for better career option... might be back by mid-next week.
I m feeling so weird....all alone....its so quite .Tried passing time by listening to ColdPlay [ what great lyrics ..wat a soothing voice! ]
Somehow i felt more lonely...... so i decided to take shower... after sometime i found myself staring at my image on the mirror...
im not very sure if i knew the person who was facing me.It rememeber mother never liked the fact that , whenever the power went down i used to stand infront of the mirror with a candle n make faces....and it started when i was 8-9 yrs old.The real reason is that , i used to be so scared of darkness..... and before anyone could do something to scare me , i would jump to make horrible faces to people around me.... my siblings...cousins.All the shriekin voices....movement use to make me feel secure [ lol...what a sadistic creature ]......
Friday..saturday & sunday....im going to be all alone.... its kinda cool... i like being alone sometimes.... i would probably get some Vodkas..order pepperoni pizzas or chinese food ....& chill out.Just hope the power doesnot goes off.... now that would take the wits outta me !! and i hope that Ba****d [ the one i had taken to the police the other day for trying to touch me inside the elevator ]does not turn up at my door with a drill .... EEks.....
And i can finally lay down in my natural self
and smoke freely.....!! [ see... N doesnot like me smokin inside the house : she is allergic to it , now tell me about it ] .
I hope i will be able to survive this weekend all by myself.....
Or probably go on a date with Kafka again.......
I m feeling so weird....all alone....its so quite .Tried passing time by listening to ColdPlay [ what great lyrics ..wat a soothing voice! ]
Somehow i felt more lonely...... so i decided to take shower... after sometime i found myself staring at my image on the mirror...
im not very sure if i knew the person who was facing me.It rememeber mother never liked the fact that , whenever the power went down i used to stand infront of the mirror with a candle n make faces....and it started when i was 8-9 yrs old.The real reason is that , i used to be so scared of darkness..... and before anyone could do something to scare me , i would jump to make horrible faces to people around me.... my siblings...cousins.All the shriekin voices....movement use to make me feel secure [ lol...what a sadistic creature ]......
Friday..saturday & sunday....im going to be all alone.... its kinda cool... i like being alone sometimes.... i would probably get some Vodkas..order pepperoni pizzas or chinese food ....& chill out.Just hope the power doesnot goes off.... now that would take the wits outta me !! and i hope that Ba****d [ the one i had taken to the police the other day for trying to touch me inside the elevator ]does not turn up at my door with a drill .... EEks.....
And i can finally lay down in my natural self
and smoke freely.....!! [ see... N doesnot like me smokin inside the house : she is allergic to it , now tell me about it ] . I hope i will be able to survive this weekend all by myself.....
Or probably go on a date with Kafka again.......