This is only supposed to happen in movies
not to people you know!!!
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I don't know what I want to say anymore - at least not in a public forum - I had that other blog up but it had me feeling even MORE negative stuff every time I looked at it so I took it down - sorry Dharma - thanks for replying though.
I really wish there was someone on my MSN list who only knew ME and not anyone else I know - unfortunately it's 2:00pm on a Tuesday afternoon and most people are at work - that and I don't have anyone that actually fits that description. ....... It was an interesting Monday - I went shopping with a friend - we bought shirts, we ate pancakes and ee got lots of junk food - chips, chocolate and coke then we came back to my place to eat it all and rant about *stuff*
It was so hard!!!
She went home today - I don't know what's going to happen - she's going to call me later -- I'm not even making sense am i?
Nick made curry last night - and Friends wasn't on neither was Who wants to be a Millionaire or Sex & the City - so we watched Sweet Home Alabama, made up some baby bottles and went to bed.
Woke up this morning had some coffee - Nick went to work and I tidied the kitchen - I even had lunch today - I actually made myself and my friend a sandwhich (I think it was mostly for her benefit - I doubt I would've if she wasn't there)
Can I title this blog major frustration also? how about very confused and sad? okay I've got it
I really wish there was someone on my MSN list who only knew ME and not anyone else I know - unfortunately it's 2:00pm on a Tuesday afternoon and most people are at work - that and I don't have anyone that actually fits that description. ....... It was an interesting Monday - I went shopping with a friend - we bought shirts, we ate pancakes and ee got lots of junk food - chips, chocolate and coke then we came back to my place to eat it all and rant about *stuff*
It was so hard!!!
She went home today - I don't know what's going to happen - she's going to call me later -- I'm not even making sense am i?
Nick made curry last night - and Friends wasn't on neither was Who wants to be a Millionaire or Sex & the City - so we watched Sweet Home Alabama, made up some baby bottles and went to bed.
Woke up this morning had some coffee - Nick went to work and I tidied the kitchen - I even had lunch today - I actually made myself and my friend a sandwhich (I think it was mostly for her benefit - I doubt I would've if she wasn't there)
Can I title this blog major frustration also? how about very confused and sad? okay I've got it
so I was being frustrated and guarded at the same time - the title of my blog is a reference to a conversation Teegstar and I have incesently. That the events that happen in our lives feel like we should be on TV or in a movie.