IVE LOST THE PASSION FOR BALL

crap, I'll write later, packers still playing... okay next day lol. Well I don't think I like basketball anymore, I've lost it ALL, i just dont want to deal with it. I hate my coach, which could be big part, YA THINK, but i really really hate swing (our offense) and well, yeah, i don't enjoy the presince of many of my fellow teamates, YES YOU!!! and I get yelled at alot. I'm tough, big, tall, STRONG, *sometimes wonder about that* and well I just don't like it since I moved, yet I still play, but I don't yet know why, so I'm thinking that, thats because I still love the game, but it's just getting messy, because I'm going through alot of shit, and I'm playing in the big leagues now, still not sure. Anyways, I was just wanting to make this statement, since it's a big part of my life right now, and always will be, I've played ball forever, and it was my life, still could be not, sure... always, megan