*sigh*

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NOTE: This is a "pity blog", just need to let it out....so if you don't like it...oh well.

Am I ever going to find someone? AM I!?

I asked Lorraine, over at the coffee shop ~ No, dating.

I asked another, from school~No, engaged.

I asked another girl at school~Not interested in me.

Am I way off on my radar or what?

Am I destined to be the "lone ranger", destined to be alone?

I curse the fact that i was such an idiot. That i let myself be "shy", I was stupid. I let the one, go...cause i was stupid. And now that i try to move on...:S...ZILCH.

Maybe I'm overreacting...maybe...

Don't know...

~Lucas
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
You know if someone could catch love and bottle it up, they would make a fortune. Fortunately, that's what makes love so magical, you can't. It just happens. You don't know how, you don't know why, it just happens. All this heartache, and all this feeling miserable, are also part of it, because it makes you appreciate it that bit more when you finally find it. Hope you feel better soon x
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top

Dude, you're 18.  I'm over twice your age, and I know that at your age, I didn't have a clue about love.  I knew what I thought was love, but it wasn't until I met my husband that I realized I was sadly mistaken.   By the time I was 18 I'd been living away from my parents for a year and a half and had been supporting myself, had my own car, house, and all the rest of that jazz and had lived in various places around the UK and europe.  I thought that I knew it all.  In retrospect, I knew nothing, and I especially knew nothing about love.

I also think that you're trying too hard.  You've asked what, 4 girls? 5?  I've also learned from experience that if you try too hard to find it, it'll only hide itself even more.

Everyone is destined to have a great love in their life, Lucas.  Yours will present itself to you eventually.  You just have to be patient and aware.  You'll know when the time is right.

Sins of a Solar Empire II
Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
~Sally~
-Thanks...

~Dharma~
-I'll keep that in mind, thanks for the advice...it just sucks at times.. :S
Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
Oh, and 19 now...
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
Actually...Come to think of it. You're wrong. No doubt have you more wisdom,etc... in many a thing, but in this particular case. You're wrong. I do know what love is.

However, I agree wih you -- in that i am trying to hard, its the fear of loneliness that does it.

No disrespect, okay Dharma?


~EW
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top

but in this particular case. You're wrong. I do know what love is.

Ok, you can think that. I thought the same thing until I was 24.

One day you will see what I'm talking about.

Reply #7 from JoeUser Forums Top
Okay...

Perhaps...

Tell me, what is 'your' view of love?