The path to being happy

...... I hope that I get there soon

from JoeUser Forums
I just looked back at almost all of my blogs, and they have all been depressing and poor me for a long time. I am looking for that turn on to happy lane, it is just hard to find with all the bad stuff in my life. I always look at the negative, I always have. I think it is time for a change.

Everyone else has moved on to the next chapter in their lives, but I am still holding on to the old one. I am not ready to move on. But who can make time stand still? I have been given an offer to move to Texas with a friend, and lately I have been considering it. I am not getting along with my family, and I am tired of fighting.

My friend who hasnt talked to me in months wants to get together saturday, and I am excited. She said that she never meant to hurt me, and that she never meant to make me feel abandoned she just had alot going on at home with her husband. I get that I do, but I am very jealous of her, she is 17 and already found the love of her life.

I want to find my happiness, but I do not know where to look. I have to let go of the past. I feel like I am on the edge of the cliff of life, and it is time for me to take the plunge into the next chapter, but I am holding on for dear life to stay in the past. So I am going to try and let go, but it is hard. I am not ready for the responsibily of adulthood, I am not ready to deal with the things that I need to deal with. But I have to if I want to find happiness, so here I go.

Here I come happiness, hopefully my next blog will be happy. I will try to start finding the positive in everything. I will spread my wings and fly, even if it is just down the street a little bit, or if it is all the way to Texas. I will fly away just to prove that I can.
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
The most fantastic thing about being an adult, Kaulani, is that your happiness is largely up to you! I think you should strongly consider the move to Texas, because it seems you have a stronger support system in the Lone Star State than you do where you're at. Plus, Texas is an all around great state (not that I'm biased or anything!)

I think a clean break from some of the heartaches of the past would do you a world of good. Give it a shot; what have you got to lose?

But that's just my opinion on the matter. Only you can make the decision, ultimately.
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Thank you Gideon, you are right I do seem to have a stronger support system in Texas. I have nothing to lose, except mabye a few hundred dollars of moving cost, and a job. But they are both replacable!
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Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top

You dont' have to prove that you can fly.

I knew it all along.

Trinitie

Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
I hearby grant you a mm pass good for one great love, the only thing is your great love whom ever that may be is the only one that can redeem it.

MM
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
Moderateman that is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever said to me. thank you for that. I know that everything will work out in the end it is just hard to keep positive. Because I have not been happy now for so long. What is funny is that I stuck my neck out there hopping for the best and it got sliced in half!
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